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When I was a young woman, I was very negative. I would look ahead to a situation and immediately imagine the possible pitfalls. I never considered everything would work according to plan. When plans went better than expected, it was a bonus. As a former glass-half-empty kind of person,…

Irony manifests in diverse forms, but cosmic irony captivates me the most. This literary device suggests that the universe possesses a sense of humor, purposefully orchestrating situations contrary to expected outcomes. This often results in both amusement and reflection. One popular example of cosmic irony happens in the movie…

A person like me, with bleeding disorders like hemophilia and von Willebrand disease, can incur staggering expenses. The cost of medications alone can soar into the thousands of dollars per dose, and multiple doses are frequently required to manage bleeding episodes effectively. In 2019, I faced the…

If there’s one thing that moves me to tears, it’s sharing the love I have for my sons. I think of the million and one directions that once lay before me and how I chose to follow my heart, marry the love and joy of my life, and raise children.

I have a variety of satellite radio stations saved as favorites in my car, with Broadway, The Blend, Classic Rock, The Groove, Symphony Hall, and ’80s as the ones I enjoy the most. The ’80s music transports me to my high school days, which were filled with beautiful memories.

On a recent call with others in the bleeding disorders community, a poignant concern emerged: the fear that the harrowing history of hemophilia‘s dark days may be slipping from our collective memory. The “hemophilia holocaust” remains a haunting chapter in medical history, etching an indelible mark on…

Today started out like most any other day. I walked into the room of my youngest son, Caeleb, to wake him up to get ready for school. I love the ritual of turning on the lights and singing a familiar tune to my family. As I began, however, I found…

When my youngest son, Caeleb, was 8 years old, our family went on a trip that required him to use a wheelchair at the airport. His severe hemophilia A with an inhibitor had caused persistent joint bleeds, which resulted in significant pain and limited mobility, as well as…

Loneliness in marriage is a controversial subject, and one often discussed in a negative light. But in my marriage to my husband, Jared, who has severe hemophilia B and a seizure disorder, it’s a feeling that often creeps in whenever he’s stuck in bed due to a severe bleeding…

As my beloved hematologist pointed out during my last hemophilia clinic appointment, my health situation is rare. I have at least two identified bleeding disorders: von Willebrand disease and hemophilia B. I’ve met others along my journey who have two disorders, too, but the situation…